>>4440696what do you think changed the most about the internet? every time i look at old archives it feels like everything just got worse. people seemed more united back then since they were all escaping reality like you said, but i can’t really say much since i didn’t experience that era myself.
sometimes i wish i was born in 90s japan and got to live through 2000s otaku culture. posting on 2ch and watching random niconico videos, watching endless CGDCT anime and reading touhou doujins. i mean, i can still do most of that now (except 2ch), but the community just isn't same at all.
even though loneliness hits me, i honestly don’t think i want a wife or a family. if i had a wife i’d probably treat her more like a really close friend. i have zero relationship experience, so it’s confusing. i need to think more about this serious life stuff.
for now i guess i can survive in a world with only anonymous and other internet friends, but i don’t know. it sounds kinda pathetic. but i’ve already accepted being pathetic. if i hadn’t, i wouldn’t be rotting at home all day during my free time.
