>>3828347Sorry to hear that. It's always painful to lose someone like that, regardless of how it happens.
I don't have any one solution for this kind of thing. Trusting people, as I'm sure you know, does take a super long time. Opening up can be difficult. That's a reason why I like being online, in some ways. Even though friendships usually don't last long at all... nothing can come back to bite you in the ass. Generally speaking anyway. It's a chance to get some shit off your chest without worrying about any of it
Hopefully this thread can help you anyway. God knows we all could use some help here.