>>3963038Not murican, but that's literally me a year ago. And by December my grades were so bad I was pretty certain I was going to get kicked out after first semester. I think that point was my peak of self-loathing lol. But thanks to seeing no other way I used 200% of what little energy I had in a last-ditch attempt to save myself, and somehow it turned out to be enough, passed both semesters and starting year 2 soon. Having fingers crossed for you too Anon, wishing you easier experience but all I wanted to say here is you can make it even if things don't go your way first