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At this moment I have 600$ in my bank account. I've had it there for nearly six months. I'm afraid to spend a cent of it because once I do, I'm probably going to take my life. Everyone thinks I'm doing better than ever yet I'm as depressed and tired as I always have been.
I've made the realization that I'm just too tired. Nothing will even motivate me to not be suicidal in some way. I just want rest.