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You ever just want to give up? I don't mean suicide, I mean give up fighting your various vices and maladies.
I'm fighting two addictions and two complicated mental disorders that are notoriously difficult to cure. I'm tired. I am so fucking tired of the bare minimum being a struggle. I just want to give in, just let the worst elements in myself take me over completely. Fighting them is like trying to cross a tightrope while balancing plates on your nose. I want to just give up.