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I guess I'll just let it out.
I'm 21 and I keep deriving all my self-value from being cute and desirable (and doing whatever I can to maintain and extend it.) I dont have anything else. I have no hobbies that bring me joy or fulfillment, I'm as dumb as a fucking rock and my looks is all I have that brings me acknowledgement from people. No activities bring me joy, probably depression. Doing literally anything is a drain, and I'm slowly going down further and further in my college studies.
I know im going to lose it sooner or later, and then I'll be left with nothing at all.
