>>4325619I know this makes sense and if I could choose between this and my waifu being synchronized with her official version or a version some other group of people would like it makes more sense for the sake of personal happiness to only accept the first possibility.
But I just can't do this. I am obsessed with the fact that I won't be the only person that likes her and the fact that she is frequently shipped with another character from her universe hurts me so much. I remember when I first looked her name up on pixiv, what I saw and how much it hurt. I went into this thread out of fear that somebody else would be fond of her even though it is impossibly unlikely since she is a very obscure character if you're not specifically into the artform where shw was created or her universe.
I've also considered going on a 4chan archive and searching for her name, just to make sure that nobody posted her here, on r9k or in those god awful claim threads on /b/.
I know why this is. I am afraid of defending beliefs that would bring me joy, because the possibility of somebody coming up with a counter argument for it and that counter argument making great sense scares me.
If somebody tells me that I don't REALLY love her if I can't feel anything for the version of her where she is drawn with green eyes, and they remain fixed in that position even if I tried to explain your image to them, then I won't be able to not lend them credibility.
If my love is dependent on whether or not her eye color changed, can it really be called love?
Irl, if your girlfriend put on some kgs, became chubbier and that caused your love to fade, did you really "love" her, or did you have a crush on her because of her appearance?
Is loving someone not accepting changes made to them over time?
Should love no be the product of time spent with another and a simple crush that of liking their immediate characteristics only?
Your argument makes sense but so does the counter to it.
Please help me.
