>>48521534 Im sorry to destroy this thread completely once more, but I was right all along - I have to explain something first
I wasnt perfectly honest with you guys about why am I so retardedly crazy for all this time...
Yes I was depressed for having a chance to visit my recently dead relatives for a whole year
Yes I hate myself for being a wizard whos still into PokeSmut and having no social life because of this
But I was really bored this year and after browsing the archive for the whole summer, I had formed this dumb theory about certain someone (>PicRel) that was festering in my mind for the entire last month, that I have discovered to my utter horror only just now that turned out to be correct...
I am feeling guilty of this
>>47800322 I made a joke about a guy who lost his everything in a fire - and now hes dying from Leukemia
^THIS IS NOT A JOKE! see here
>>48572725 I too wish it werent, but its true...
He said it numerous times earlier in other threads - I thought its all just a coincidence, but its not...
I genuienly feel sorry for a guy that I never even interacded with - besides that one dumb joke...
Yes that meltdown below his post is me going crazy again
Is it my fault it happened? Am I so shitty and autistic that I kill real people online?
I feel terrible again, but I wont say anyting more of this and make it about myself - I broke that promise way too many times already...
So yes, this is what broke me - Im sorry to decieve you once more
