>>48573843Listen anon, you didn't curse me.
My life was already hanging by a thread as it was living on the good graces of luck and charity for years.
I always joked to people that after the fire at least I had my health.
Of course during that time I was seeing clinics to find out what was wrong with me cause everything was starting to hurt and had been for years.
But they would always just say stress as my life had been pretty stressful.
It was not until after I had to go to the dentist to remove a festering molar that I was able to get an actual health care provider.
At which point I had them look at me in a full physical, again clean bill of health other then vit K and B12 being low.
It was finally found when I went in with signs of kidney failure so they took a blood sample.
And found my white count 50x's higher then normal.
First though infection so they took lymphoma fluid to determine how stressed my kidneys were.
4 days later they they said that I had T-lymphoblastic Luekemia more commonly found in Children, but also more survivable with treatment for children.
They determined that it had gotten more aggressive with the insane stress i was under being homeless .
At this point I had gone back to school not because I wanted to, no not really I had done it for a place to live.
And my financial situation was dire enough that everything was free (your tax dollars at work ladies and gentlemen)
But I know ots temporary because I am missing so many classes either being in clinics or in so much pain and dizzy that I don't want to do anything but sleep.
They have assured me that it will not kill me, but they want to keep watch of it and if it gets aggressive well...tick took.
All the while I have a boyfriend who is taking care of me.
Now again do not blame yourself you didn't do it, its just bad luck, really bad luck.
In the while in my waits I play Go cause its fun and I can keep my mind off of things for a bit.
Do you feel better now?
