>>54812358But I exhibit all those behaviours, the "dabbling and staying a dilletante" however is related to being a wunderkind, that loses hope as soon as people recognize my efforts, because
then it turns from fun hobby to suddenly having to prove myself. I just don't believe behaviours and symptoms are as clear cut as they appear, because most people can't even accurately describe them.
People have trouble explaining what being "dizzy" means if you actually ask them. It's why you can't just go off of the description of symptoms, but usually have to look at it from multiple angles, with different questionnaires throughout multiple sessions.
Anyway I don't wanna get into a fight, it's time for my daily bout of suicidal thoughts.