>>12143989NTA but yeah I think I get it, she likes her own space and her own schedule and you'd have to be able to accommodate that, you'd probably have to be the kind of person that's cool with just vibing with someone in silence for a long time, I don't think she'd like someone that was clingy or pushy, she self-admittedly struggles to show affection, and sometimes you'd be spending very little time with her.
Regardless of that I'd still love it though
which is why it fucking hurts so much.