>Since the Rushia General is no more, kindly tolerate me for blogposting here.
The recent yabs surrounding Hololive made me understand how little I'm actually involved with the vtubers I found affection in.
Obviously they have lives outside of their vtuber persona. But I never considered or grasped what that lifestyle would entail. Slowly I've come to see that, who would've guessed, their inner circle is filled with rich, famous, talented, influential men, as of any celebrity.
And then there's me, a wagie throwing the occasional aka-supa, thinking it would somehow allow me to attach myself to these upper echelons.
Idk much about Mafumafu, but simply put I was watching friendships of people FAR above me from a distance, while retardedly larping that I was also part of their success.
I hope Rushia finds happiness, however this yab finds closure. In the meanwhile I should find mine too. I've come to the realization that consuming idol-GFE and being addicted to its momentary high is a detriment in that path. Honestly this enlightenment should've come so much sooner, so for that I have Hololive to thank.
To any Fandeads out there, best wishes to you too.
