>>71439649That's half of what probably held me back for a while. I understand that once you have a kid, it's not about you anymore, it's about them. I still wanted to live selfishly for a bit, indulging in my hobbies and such. I also question if I'll be able to raise one properly, but I don't think there's any set formula or anything for success other than to try and give it all you got and do your best to support them. We all can only really learn what NOT to do from our parents before us, or so we think. That's why if I end up having kids, I'll actually try to listen to them, and not become confused when they don't turn out just like me, but to encourage them to be who they really are.
The other half of the apprehension has been from my wife's side due to health reasons, but since she is reaching her health goals, she wants to give it a try at a certain point. >>71439606That's part of the goofy and dumb reason I enjoy the alias. It's actually an abbreviation for a chuuba fanfic series I write.
The story actually does not have a full handjob scene...yet. 
