>>7180683Hey OP, Im a 20 year old college student and I went through the same sort of thing last year when I had to leave my girlfriend of two years because I went away to college. I went through a year of depression and suicide attempts and am just coming out on the other side. The advice I have for you is to just keep on moving. It hurts like hell in the beginning and the truth is that it will probably never go away fully but over time itll get easier. Focus on improving yourself and doing things that you enjoy. I picked up guitar right when my depression started and I used it as an outlet to express my feels and now its my favorite thing to do. I've heard that developing an exercise schedule is a great way to repair your self confidence. Anyway, I hope this helps OP. Dont give up, Im rooting for you