>>7838651This guy I was very good friends with who also obviously had a crush on me slowly stopped talking to me. Avoided me everywhere. I caught him doing acid and I didnt know he was tripping until his friend told me. he felt bad about telling me to leave because he was tripping that the next day he apologized and asked for a hug (im not a hugger).
Thats hug was so fucking powerful I've never felt something like it in my life I still feel it in my shoulders/chest to this day and I feel attached to him because of it.
Now we make weird eye contact when we see each other in class or in the halls and its torture seeing him. I feel horrible its been half a year I can't get it out of my head ever at all its a loop of all the times I've bumped into him everyday for the past few months. its ruined me.
