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Hey OP,
Another voice to add to the others. I lost two of my closest friends this year. One decided to break my fiance and I apart and then move in (literally, they live down the street from me now), and the other killed himself this year. I didn't know what to do and everything sucked. and in some ways it still does. But you aren't your friends. you are YOU. I know others have said this, but it helps to cultivate a hobby or two, no matter what it is, just drive through it like a fucking train with no breaks. It might be hard to concentrate on at first, but pretend like sadness is an enemy hoping you'll fail. Succeed in something in spite of that prick that is sadness. Anger is more motivating, use it to drive yourself toward the day when your confidence and hope will sustain you. Til then, heres to the beautiful and cleansing pain. :) Heres a pape.
