>>7221265yeah, but it could be better ("ok isn't good enough" is buried somewhere in my brain)
which makes me see all that potential available, but i'm failing to push myself towards it and towards better self
and seeing myself fail again and again drags me down
we all know that failure is necessary
everything can't be fucking sunshine and epic rainbows
and sometimes i feel like i'm making all this shit up
like i'm not justified to be depressed when my life is relatively stable (compared with others, diseases, family issues, breakups, ...)
there is a part of me telling me, this is all just bullshit and i'm not supposed to be the depressed one
that i'm just pretending all this shit like attentionwhooring teenage girl
>>7220095btw you're not the first one who told me to get professional help, when i spoke openly last time
what are all the alternatives to psychiatrist?