>>62206878I don't mean to poke fun at your situation because you're being serious about this, but why? How does the parasocialism even begin? I'm asking more out of genuine curiosity to see if I'm also falling and I'm not acknowledging it or seeing it.
I'm at a point where I'm relatively at peace when she's streaming, enjoying myself and having fun, but I don't feel a need for hearts, or any form of fansa like hugs / nuzzles / kisses, I just see them as "Aw, thanks, that was cute."