op here. started this thread a long time ago. i'm proud of most of u. my goal was to get a wealth of images that could be put on blue boards and pass a janny inspection.
i also want to give a special thanks to the one dude who has shown up for over a year to troll here.
the fact that someone can be so obviously purposeless and afflicted by a deep personal self hatred and still find the energy to wake up in the morning and continue to post here speaks volumes about the resilience of the human spirit.
but i wanted to let you know, i had hoped to one day see you disappear, not because the bumps and engagement you give this thread bother me; because i had hoped you finally found happiness and abandoned coming here.
now that it has been so long i realize it's impossible, and whatever bothers you eternally is irreparable. and so instead,
i advocate you rest now, into eternal slumber, where the pain of your every day life doesn't have to torment you any longer. you can be at peace, you do not have to be afraid to die.
take the plunge.
i hope you rest well.
thank you