>>8109782You keep saying "i should be happy". That's where you're wrong.
Happiness is not something you deserve or that you earn. You end up feeling moments of happiness but it is not something that stays forever. Being content is already hard to get.
And your happiness shouldn't depend on having more money or being with a woman.
You should start focusing on yourself instead of hoping that somehow being with a woman or having a bigger salary will make you happy.
That said, it sounds like getting this new job is a good choice. Forget the girl, talking to a collegue non stop is not dating. If you haven't asked her out by now, you won't.