Im a 33 year old loser and im going to move to a new city hoping I can be someone I am proud of.
As long as I’ve lived I’ve been alone and living with my parents. I’ve never had a girlfriend and lived mostly watching anime and playing video games, “killing time” for when it felt right, but I’ve become numb. I can’t feel a reason to do anything, it just feels so late.
Im 33 but I have all the life experience of a 15 year old.
I feel so stuck.
I have some money though. Over the past year I’ve fantasized about buying a quadplex in a big city a few hours away and have a property manager fill up the rest of the units while I live out of one of the unfilled units. I have zero experience doing this, but im terrified of having to pay bills after being a life long child leaching off of my parents.
>>8130072Im glad you left. Mentally ill people don't get better, they just wear you down until you just sort of say "ok" to everything. one of the few friends i have from high school is baby trapped with a narcissist. Though, you'll always be around people that don't completely agree with you. I'm sure you know that too, 95% the silence of being alone is fine, but then the 5% when the silence is unbearable. i don't know either, i've visited my sister and she has a family, but holy fuck are kids annoying. I can't imagine being a parent 24/7. maybe you don't know what you want, but do you know what life would make you proud to be you? I
