>5'3, chud phenotype
>got BLACKED by fiancee with best friend
>entire friend group left him
>Twitter constantly tries to dox and kill him
>beef with synthetic man
>tried killing himself
now he posts this masterpiece, I KNEEL

if you post in this thread you may or may not get a sleep paralysis demon assigned to you

Lewis carroll.. our saviour

Alles ist irgendwie anders.

I, I want to stay up all night
I don't want to stay at all
I don't want to be alone
I don't want to be alone
I, I want to get off the ride
I don't want to watch the fall
I don't want to be alone
I don't want to be alone

These days I see 4chan and twitter full of ‘right wing’ femboys’ and ‘homosexuals’. I hate these people but I find it rather amusing how ahead of my time was with my right wing shojo/anime boy assorted memes. Even in 2020 you would still be ridiculed by the vast majority of right wing communities for those things; but now not anymore. It is not the gay (albeit femboys are an abomination) or right wing part that bothers me; but that it has become entangled with a sociopathic death cult with an anti-life ideology that is not any different than what the original ideas I formulated were about. Beauty. Nobility. Hope. Protecting and understanding those things through Fascist ideology; one can not preserve what is beautiful without hatred of what is ugly and discipline. Discipline was not a means to an end but for preserving beauty; there was no contradiction. It was about honoring nature and being against androgyny and psychopathy, it was against reckless violence. Now these ‘people’ parade around similar aesthetics while advocating wanton rape and genocide. Where as in I saw the value of literature they speak in a degraded manner and spread ugly images; they are puppets of the CIA yet claim they are a vanguard movement with their O9A gibberish. This all make me realize that I was right in abandoning politics; because no matter the philosophy you give the masses they will destroy it for their own immature vices. They really are goyim.

https://rumble.com/v75rlzs-basement-dweller-meltdown-mom-locks-him-out-after-wifi-cut.html

gm i am 4852947% hung over
flammable even...

I'm being repressed!

>I'm supposed to waste my only life on this Earth jestermaxxing for mundane white woman when THIS exists and can be acquired with absolutely no effort other than being white

Why?