I am so tired of being alone. My one real prayer unanswered. Occasionally crying alone to God. A 31 year old man. Gainfully employed. Decently physically fit. I can dance and the girls have fun. Still, none are seriously interested. It is not good for man to be alone. And yet here I am. Stagnant in life. No one has ever wanted me for more than a night. Not good indeed. I just want to love someone with all my heart and they accept it. But that hasn't happened. Always unrequited. Never mutual. I can get first and even second dates too. But beyond that I am cursed. I don't know why. Worse men find love. It isn't a miracle to them. But the one miracle I've asked for, is withheld from me. I hate it and I am so tired of being alone.
