To the anguished and tormented, the forlorn and dejected, I hope you are not hurting too bad during these times because I know I am. One can only hope that these intense feelings for her, that can so often leave one in a state of pure agony and sorrow, will eventually pass and give way to enriched and fulfilling ones. In the meantime we can only do our best to cope, whatever way that may be. Just continue to put one foot in front of the other.
It's been a hard year on a lot of us, maybe even the hardest of your life, with some of us coming close to ending it all. I understand I'm talking to a small subset of people who are really having a hard time with all of this but even if just one of you reads this and feels even slightly more hopeful, well that would just make my day. I know it's very sappy but I'm overwhelmingly sad right now and felt like writing something. Just know you're not alone in your feelings.
You matter, despite what you may think, and this can get better. Don't forget it.
Take care.
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