>>4390741>i only watch goon every other day and finish once a week>i am afraid of half of my own species>and i am a third worlder most likely constantly exposed to horrible pollutants and stressed out and even less healthy from living in relative poverty>why am i depressed?low t. get off 4chan, stop watching porn, stop eating premade food, start taking photos for money, start realizing women are normal and slightly immature people who you can have real sex with, stop caring about things you cant affect, stop brand warring over snoy vs foolji vs cannot vs niggor vs olympiss vs penisonic vs lelca vs hasselbad vs porki vs chaikuck etc - and start feeling like a winner just because you have a camera and are using it now that you can see how pathetic the alternative is:
feeling sick holding the keys to the kingdom like a giant beta
every great artist you know of - save some (((nepo babies))) - did commission work before they rose to greatness. and it invigorated them. they were intimately familiar with what was expected which gave them insight into what was not, and already technically practiced so they experienced fewer obstacles from idea to execution. also they boned other peoples crotches instead of their own palms. that helps a lot. scientific fact.
just avoid the opposite, starting as a good artist due to sheer talent and then turning into a commissioned worker. thats called selling out and not getting the context of lost success keeps demoralizing retards (and of course, people who incorrectly think they are secretly kings of art or will be in 2 more weeks) into thinking working at all is le bad
ffs you sound like a failed poet that will be remembered by 2 whole people with all this le art is dead my le anguish and le ennui is le normal durr nonsense
>durr durr i am as le flame in a world of ash durrrrrr any fire that persists here is le evil or le illusion durrr im gonna sit under the stairs and listen to dorkwave LPs -you, a bitch 
