Was he retarded? or free?

I HATE my job, I HATE normies. How tf can I just drop out of society and get neetbux. I have a small farm and a bitch to leach off of but I have no idea how to welfare meme. Do I just tell the doctor im autistic and get disability?!?!?!? I make to much for food stamps and I just don't pay my medical bills for any ER visit ext... I have a kid on the way so im scared to drop out without knowing what to do.... BTW I don't give a fuck what anyone around me thinks.... help... living out my RV BTW the pic is from my homestead back in January

Has spring sprung for you yet?

did you know that the colorado river doesn't reach the ocean anymore, and hasn't consistently since the 60s
it all gets sucked up for irrigation and municipal water on arizona and mexico
there's just a dry delta in baja california where it once was
a similar fate has actually befallen a bunch of rivers in the southwest

I think I want to sell my home and just either live in a boat or an rv and fuck around the west coast until I eventually drop dead or something

Anyone here ever actually live in an rv or a small boat full time? does one cost more than the other long terms? I suppose the boat thing sucks because no natl parks or driving around to go get supplies, but living on the water sounds kind of cozy honestly

He talks extremely fucking gay and he keeps fucking up
>doesn't use a proper chainsaw
>smashes into a rock and snaps bolts, didn't bring extras
I'm drunk and just laughing at his effeminate mannerisms but after 2 videos I'm done, he never finishes his trips

>gun? heh, I just carry bear spray, it's actually more effecti-

what do you call the slight longing feeling where you see something far in the horizon, a peak, a valley or an island, an intense desire to get to it and explore every nook of it? the feeling in my stomach says that everything will be good in life once i do that, but then i do and i have fun but it just doesn't satisfy it entirely.
i remember being a kid and the world feeling big, mysterious and ungraspable. this feeling feels like that but a pale shadow of it. i want to feel like that again, entirely.

of my rifle malfunctioning in cold wet environment when a bear attacks me, should i carry a secondary?
i want to do hardcore survival with hunting and everything but am too scared of bears

I love being outdoors, love hunting camping hiking fishing, all of it. Been doing it all since a kid. But I have a huge problem with being scared of the dark. I'm alright as long as there's someone else with me, but when I'm alone out deep enough into the woods I can't help but be debilitatingly scared of the dark.

It's so bad that I have to have my hand on my gun at all times once the sun goes down, I even piss in a bottle at night so I don't have to leave the tent. It's hard to sleep because I'm hyper alert to every sound, and as you know there are a lot of them at night. So my question is, has anyone else felt with this and how did you over come it?