>>1557764Thank you, it has been another not having spoken to her. I could not sleep last night because of it. I pray for her health each night, but each night I get a bit more worried. I know it is only the flu, but I just think about what happens whenever I get ill (it usually winds up in an urgent care visit or a hospital stay).
I guess it is comforting to know that her immune health is normal and better than mine by default.
I wish not to fully dox myself, but she is my only true friend, before that there was no one that I could just speak to honestly like her for several years. Unfortunately that man (strictly speaking a friend, I am not gay or anything kek) is no longer around. I just hope that, despite all of my failings in life that he is proud of who I am now, even if I have little to show for. There is still a long road ahead of me, and it might take a lifetime to truly get what I want, but I hope to reach it and die happy when my time comes.
All I want for is to not be completely alone again and have no friends or anyone to talk to in life. Three years was too long. I used to get excited when I had received a message, when it was only the telephone company or an emergency alert test.
Tell me, do you have a best friend? what about a girlfriend?